So it is crazy how each person's experience can lead to such different feelings/attitudes. My Costa Rica trip is a warm sunny memory in my heart. I spent 15 days in Nosara swimming, running, doing yoga, and enjoying each day filled with wonderful, exercise and playing, hot sunshine, and the most amazing fruits and veggies I've ever had!I wish I could take Matt, Bart, Jason, Tom and the gang there to ride bikes just because, and surf in perfect waves. Yep. When I win the lotto I'm taking all of my friends there. Then we'll all love it so much that we'll stay and never go home and never, ever grow up...

Ya, by never growing up, I don't mean not to be responsible, but to live freely and in the moment. When I am struggling with this, I start dreaming again, of times when it was so easy to be in that place...